It was exactly 12 days after Christmas. I sat down in front of my laptop, and finally decided to put down my (virtual) Christmas tree, replacing it with an odd New Year’s banner. Two clowns on a jeep. What was I thinking. And I thought, well honestly, nothing. I actually felt that my brain was dying, if not dead already. Passive, yes, that was the word. Christmas felt like just yesterday, and that was especially strange. I hadn’t blogged about anything for a couple of weeks, which explains the lack of visitors comments. And that had me thinking about doing it different this year. Writing as though I wasn’t forwarding any messages to anybody, as though I had no readers at all, as though I don’t care. Like a diary, only I have no idea why I’m publishing it for the world, only that I do care. It’s been two nights that I slept in my room quite far from home. And I feel like something was missing. I think I left behind my spirit.
(not quite an excellent New Year’s takeoff, but I’m doin this for Shakespeare. Dread and gloom. and all past tense. hahahaha)
leave ur spirit ka dedz..aiya, homesick ka?ada bha jg kita2 cni..sama2 kita harungi sgalanya…btw, sem ni kn, sa maw rasa masakan ko la dedz(teda kena mgena ngn entry ko=) ) ble bha 2 kn????